There are days that just grind you. This is one. So many of my stupid issues could be dealt with if I just ha d a steadier paycheck. Oh, Im making money, but, the list of part-time jobs I have is, in a word, ridiculous. Which leads to conflicts, which means no employer is always happy. Which means less work. It's a pretty vicious cycle. Best solution. Apathy. I hate apathy. Second solution, find a 'flexible' full-time gig. What's flexible? To an employer, someone available for their schedule and at the drop of the hat. To me, I can come and go when I need to. Unrealistic ? Yup. But, I keep looking. I've had those jobs.. and also lost them. tick tock

Every day, one post. That's all. I'm going to work on this as... well, that is what I want to do. Today? An audition as a juggler. Manager called and I went. Not great, but I did it. Home. And now, watching the clock for tonight's pilot event. A walkthru No idea where this is going.But, it is going.