There are days that just grind you. This is one. So many of my stupid issues could be dealt with if I just ha d a steadier paycheck. Oh, Im making money, but, the list of part-time jobs I have is, in a word, ridiculous. Which leads to conflicts, which means no employer is always happy. Which means less work. It's a pretty vicious cycle. Best solution. Apathy. I hate apathy. Second solution, find a 'flexible' full-time gig. What's flexible? To an employer, someone available for their schedule and at the drop of the hat. To me, I can come and go when I need to. Unrealistic ? Yup. But, I keep looking. I've had those jobs.. and also lost them. tick tock

Every day, one post. That's all. I'm going to work on this as... well, that is what I want to do. Today? An audition as a juggler. Manager called and I went. Not great, but I did it. Home. And now, watching the clock for tonight's pilot event. A walkthru No idea where this is going.But, it is going.

nice day

Love my t-day tradition...westside thanksgiving celebration...even rick showed up.dinner with irmgard and family. Missed being with nicole...hmmm if youre reading this you have no idea what im talking about...lol...sorry..bit of a diary entry

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hmmm..a sense of frustration ?

Im working my butt off, or so it feels...and no cash comin in..and no forward momentum on my acting career...wondering where its all gonna go...

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well here we go...

Today was my first meeting as executive director of chorale. Holy crap...what have I done?

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lets see if i can do this for a year...

So...better phone...blog app...how hard can it be to do a daily fe lines ...you know what I mean...

Just accepted Exec Dir...and today..committee chair..interesting

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whew...

woke up thinking.. crap.. cold coming on... then I realized I couldnt breath because the cat was sleeping right by my head.. and I cleaned all day yesterday...  Dust. Feeling better already....

;-) Off to the line..

lol.. well.. this isnt gonna happen...

Im just not a blog entry a day kinda person...

Back to the gig

Not too bad a day... started out with my coaster being "down" no reason given... but.. rumors of a film crew.. and a film crew seen... odd

spinning wheels..

Ah the joys of needing to do something to improve your career and not sure what it should be...

thats where I am.. as I entertain.. a roller coaster line...


sigh

Why be mean...?

I admit it .. I have a knee jerk reaction to punk kids.... I pick on them horribly.. as a sub teacher... as a performer.. whatever I am doing. If a kid is acting like a punk... being mean to someone or being mouthy.. I will slam them until their friends turn on them too. Probably not wise.. but... durn it.. it's just the way I am.

geeeesh

Its a vicious cycle. Everytime I try to de-clutter this place, it becomes more cluttered. For quite sometime. Too many projects.. and.. here I am at mid-life with really no gain.  Arrgh. Then again.. I'm still doing it.
And now.. off to work. Not a film set.. not a tv set.. but.. a roller coaster. However I am being paid to play. Not too bad

Another day off...

I am so far behind in my plan of de-cluttering, it is frightening.  I seriously look like I am living in one of those hoarder houses. And, perhaps I have that illness to a degree. No idea how to get out of it..lol.. most of it is work related. I just wish I were working with all the stuff I have.
Books.. its mainly books.. but.. a recent 'leaving college' nephew left me with an XBox and a rather large TV.. they are now taking up a good portion of my living room... sigh.. its kind of nuts.  I even have my treadmill pulled out for quicker access... in the center of the living room. I'm trying.. I really am

A day off... seriously off... nothing to do.

Oh sure, I could do all sorts of paperwork... and errands, but I am procrastinating. I even debated getting online. Now, Im sitting here trying to decide what to do. Roadtrip ? Short roadtrip ? Coffee shop down the street ?  Writing ? Photos ? I have no idea...  but I need to decide before the day gets too far underway...

arrgh

Today... a new day

I've been paying a lot more attention to what I eat. My new gig has me walking everywhere. I have started doing a treadmill for thirty minutes when I get home. I thought I was doing better.  And.. then I stepped on the scales.  I either started out much worse than I knew...or..  Im  beating myself up for nothing....

sigh...

onward

drives me nuts...

I spend a lot of time with microphones in my hand.Frequently, that means putting a microphone next to someone elses mouth. I will never ...i hope...cease to be amazed at those idiots that take that moment to spew obscenities, inflammatory comments, or just plain hate. Im never sure if they think they are being funny or clever...but frequently I fight back the urge to just accidentally pop them full on into the teeth with the mic. Just stupid...I would love to respond to their ignorance, but, sadly....it's easier to just ignore them and pretend it didnt happen. Some day maybe I will have the right forum to try and straighten out at least one of the punks. Hard to tell

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What to do...

Its a ridiculously simple job. It's up to me to make it work..  Its on a microphone.. It's trying to be funny. It's relatively pointless... And, it's supposedly what I am doing until September. I've got to do something to keep it from making me insane. I'm having groundhogs day...every day.
Monday's and Tuesdays are the only break in the routine.
Im not designed for repetition to this degree...or at least I dont think.

what to do... what to do...

Back to work....

So, a day off for an audition, and in typical fashion, its possible that there is no word for a day or so... though it just dawned on me that they go into rehearsals tomorrow. My guess, some actor got a call last night. Or, maybe not... ya never know. But, regardless.. I go back to work. And of course, lovely grey cat fetzer insured I didnt get as much sleep last night as I would have liked. Then again, if Camping is right... we have rapture in two days, so sleep wont be so much an issue I guess.

time to shower...

Lets see what happens...

I'm going to see if I can do a daily blog.. again. Today ? I was supposed to be entertaining at Six Flags.. and.. instead, I land a call-back for an interesting commercial that involves me wearing nothing but a swimsuit. The original audition was one of those auditions that you just assume was a waste of time... and now.. here I am going back again this afternoon. Landing it would be awe$ome. It is a pretty amusing commercial. But until that time... organizing, cleaning, prepping.. and now... writing. For my own amusement....

till.. ummm.. tomorrow.

seriously ?

I can do this from my phone ? AWESOME

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